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Dec 20, 2011
i need help @ 3:29 PM
i'm pretty sure i'm bipolar. every tiny little thing can change my mood and it's fucking annoying. nothing has to even occur for me to change moods. and it's constant. it's not even just sometimes. all throughout the day my mood changes atleast 10 times over the stupid most simple things. no one can tell me it's hormones because i know it's not. there's a huge difference. who am i suppose to go to though? no one will believe me they will just think i'm looking for attention or that it's just something simple....no. i don't wanna hear that
the worst part of all of this is i have no control over it therefor i feel like i'm iritating the people around me and the people i love. eventually everyones just going to leave and i'm going to be left here with nothing and no one because i can't ufcking figure out what's wrong with me. i know he hates putting up with me when i'm in a bad mood so i try and hide it but then he gets mad when he knows im hiding it from him. what am i suppose to do then? i feel like i'm losing him either way. it doesn't help that i know there is 9475934875 other girls in this world that can take over or make him forget about me when it comes down to it. i can't even take this anymore. i was never like this as a kid and i don't even know where all of this started. this is fucking ridiculous and i clearly need help. 


whuddup
so this is my private blog. it's basically just somewhere i rant about problems that i don't want to tell other people or that other people just wouldn't care about. just like anyone else i have problems too and sometimes i just feel like other people wouldn't understand.
memories
in cold decay.